NaPoWriMo 5

leaving me

i cried for u , but u didnt come,
i lied for u , but u didnt come.
i wished for u , prayed for u,
i crushed myself for u , only u.

u had gone , u didnt say anything
i was lookin for u , kept waiting.
i thought u wil come certainly,
i didnt kno there was no probability.

yes, i remember ur last smile,
i remember the last kiss blushing on my cheek,
yes, i wil remember it for a while,
till it does make me heartbreakingly weak.

but i thought u wil come,
u wont leave me midway
but now i guess,
u werent here to stay.

u were meant to go
then please go , go , go
i wont say no
promise no , no , no.

u wanted to leave me
to find a way for you
u didnt want to love me
go. find a way for u.

leave me wid d last words
i want to say to you
" may u find ur world.
i will always love u."

" may u never return to me;
may u never find me home.
may u never need me,
u r leavin me wid ur memories, not alone."

" i will never find another for me;
i will still be happy'
if u find ur way
let us part ways."