NaPoWriMo 5

happiness goodbye

happiness waited for me on my door
it rang the bell . made merry
it waited long, tired sat on the floor
it again and again called me.

i was sleeping
i could not hear
i was in my dreams
i missed the real

i woke up
opened the door
too late i was
she was there no more

i called her again and again
she refused to answer
i wept my heart out in pain
she refused to return

and i wept and waited
i stopped sleeping
wid tired eyes i waited
i cudnt stop weeping

but now happiness never returns
now towards me i have her back turned
but i wait for its final call;
afraid to miss the second chance.