when will i?

why do i always mess up with everything;

things that are too dear to me

following my emotions i lose my senses

and before i realize i am already nobody

i lose friends , i lose love

i lose the sunshine

it happens even before i realize

that it could have been better

why do i make mistakes

why am i always late

why do i ruin everything

flowing in the river of my feelings

when will i learn to use my mind

before it is too late

when will i balance my life

before time slips out of my hand

when will i now that emotions are nothing

and to lead your life you need just one thing

and that is mind and sound decisions

and not always to follow emotions